The Evidence of You

i live within the lie.
i live hidden behind and inside the pseudo-sight of the enlightened blind.
i listen to their lies.
i become their truth -
more ruthless than the choking screams of those who dress themselves in toothless grins from bitting of more than they could chew.
You don't want my truth.
You want my silence.
The one thing I refuse to give,
so you rape my spirit until you've surgically removed it.
You crave the taste of shame left on my lips from hiccuped memories of parasitic inner voices.
Needless to say
I am greedy...
Dreaming, pleading, thirsting, and bleeding the feelings that promise me less than No Meaning.
They empty my being...

You say you know.
You say you tug and tow,
feast and grow,
off life's ebbs and flows.

But oh, how you've been decieved
by the very souless spirit you possess with glee and believed.

When did you learn to accept these falsified realities?
Who said you can't escape?
When did you remember to forget me?
You want what you can't take!
When did you fall victim to the lie
that your thoughts and pregnant pauses are born of wisdoms seed?
When did you stop dreaming?

When did you cease to be...Me?

[Do not search for truth; all you will find are seductively disguised lies.
Instead, seek yourself, and find the only truth there really is...The Evidence of You.]

Stranger

I'm a stranger to myself,
A ghost in my own mind.
I sleep eyes open,
Blindly following.
Still I'm a stranger to myself.
An imposter of myself.
I wonder aimlessly,
In search of nothing.
But still I'm a stranger to myself.

New Beginnings

I see my future in your eyes,
I feel our destiny when we touch,
a new surise at each corner of your smile.
The light that leads me out from my darkness is you.
You are my secret,
frequently whispered for the fear that you might just fade away.
Every day, still I stay bound to you.

Looking into Your Eyes

looking into your eyes is a journey.
a path that I frequently travel
on a road that I'm afraid to walk.
It's your gentle caress
that gives me the strength
to take that firt step.
You're my proof that God exists and He truly has me blessed.
The rest of forever has no meaning
if its path is leading me never seing your angelic face again.

In This Instant

i lived our relationship
in attempts to wrap your body with words.
to heal the hurt of souls
and let my hearts emotion be heard.
using tactics of obserb affection,
speaking of tales untold,
'cause i see the world through loves perspective,
so i will the universe to sway in my direction.
acting with no hesitation
'cause your effect
coarses direct.
of course it affects
the cause and effect
of your constant affection.
i reply with pure intentions,
a perpetuation of bliss.
this is
the presence of heaven contained in this instant.